Womanhood

How often did I deform for a night to stay
In your crowded cemetery
Reshaped and kept
As a hostage to fill in
And redo a body
Reincarnate
How did you survive so long and used
By soul-eaters
Even feasting on their
Own souls?
How could I ever
Want nothing but to differ
Find comfort
In anything but
"Womanhood"